i doubt anyone would care enough to read this shit,
but here it goes. i wouldn't go as far to say that i hate chico
nor that i regret coming to school here. it has been quite an
experience so far and i spend a majority of my day riding my bike
back and forth through the city i ride about an average of hmm
a little over ten miles a day?? i'm not quite sure, but the point
is; i want to go home. familiarity is what i like best as wonderful
as this place is; it is not my home. i figure i just need more
time here to adjust, but i just can't see myself adjusting
to chico state lifestyle. all there is to do here is hike, bike,
fish and get drunk. oh and go to school of course... the
reason i am here... i always forget. not that i don't enjoy
hiking, biking and fishing they're on my list of top hobbies
but i still want to be home. i guess this is all apart of growing up.
and i suppose moving away and gaining independence
is suppose to help me figure out who i am and what i am
to become. what have i become? truth is nothing yet.
it's been a month. i don't know any more about myself
than i started out with. i'm not a pessimistic person, just
a realistic one.
but here it goes. i wouldn't go as far to say that i hate chico
nor that i regret coming to school here. it has been quite an
experience so far and i spend a majority of my day riding my bike
back and forth through the city i ride about an average of hmm
a little over ten miles a day?? i'm not quite sure, but the point
is; i want to go home. familiarity is what i like best as wonderful
as this place is; it is not my home. i figure i just need more
time here to adjust, but i just can't see myself adjusting
to chico state lifestyle. all there is to do here is hike, bike,
fish and get drunk. oh and go to school of course... the
reason i am here... i always forget. not that i don't enjoy
hiking, biking and fishing they're on my list of top hobbies
but i still want to be home. i guess this is all apart of growing up.
and i suppose moving away and gaining independence
is suppose to help me figure out who i am and what i am
to become. what have i become? truth is nothing yet.
it's been a month. i don't know any more about myself
than i started out with. i'm not a pessimistic person, just
a realistic one.
