And was I
" It is easy when you are young, to believe that what you desire is no less than what you deserve, to assume that if you want something badly enough, it is your God given right to have it...I was a raw youth who mistook passion for insight and acted according to an obscure gap ridden logic. "
Still waiting
for you to come home from your game
for our next camping trip
for our next fishing trip
for your next birthday party
for the next big boxing match
for the next game of "army"
for the next time you beg for a piggy back ride even though you'd out grown me long ago
for the next time I have to throw you out of the jumper for playing too rough
for the next time you tackle me from behind and knock me down
for the next time I tackle you and get nowhere
for the next time I yell at you to put on some chapstick
for the next time you save me from Riley
for the next time I kick you out of the room
for the next time you own me at xbox
I'm still waiting, I don't know how to stop.
I know you aren't ever coming back, but I still wait for even the slightest chance.
So that I don't have to see the Barron's fall apart anymore.
This cannot be healthy.
for our next camping trip
for our next fishing trip
for your next birthday party
for the next big boxing match
for the next game of "army"
for the next time you beg for a piggy back ride even though you'd out grown me long ago
for the next time I have to throw you out of the jumper for playing too rough
for the next time you tackle me from behind and knock me down
for the next time I tackle you and get nowhere
for the next time I yell at you to put on some chapstick
for the next time you save me from Riley
for the next time I kick you out of the room
for the next time you own me at xbox
I'm still waiting, I don't know how to stop.
I know you aren't ever coming back, but I still wait for even the slightest chance.
So that I don't have to see the Barron's fall apart anymore.
This cannot be healthy.
I'm just sitting here
watching the wheels go round & round,
I really love to watch them roll.
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.
I just had to let it go.
I really love to watch them roll.
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.
I just had to let it go.
chico state
man i love college, eh!
i love drinkin, eh!
i lovewomen, eh!
i love college!
at least i used to.
i love drinkin, eh!
i love
i love college!
at least i used to.
why can't you pretend to be nice?
can you at least pretend to be nice?
if you could just pretend to be nice...
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if you could just pretend to be nice...
my back pages
ah, but i was so much older then, i'm younger than that now.
half-wracked prejudice leaped forth, "rip down all hate," i screamed. lies that life is black and white. spoke from my skull. i dreamed romantic facts of musketeers foundationed deep, somehow. ah, but i was so much older then, i'm younger than that now.
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half-wracked prejudice leaped forth, "rip down all hate," i screamed. lies that life is black and white. spoke from my skull. i dreamed romantic facts of musketeers foundationed deep, somehow. ah, but i was so much older then, i'm younger than that now.
if i could
eternal sunshine you from my mind.
i would. i do realize this defeats the whole message
of the movie. yes, i suppose it is better to have the
memories, but in this case it isn't at all.
Lacuna Incorporated
life as i know it.
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i would. i do realize this defeats the whole message
of the movie. yes, i suppose it is better to have the
memories, but in this case it isn't at all.
Lacuna Incorporated
they're gonna crucify me
it is a shame, both the beatles
i appreciate and love the most
are no longer breathing
For it is true
In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
For they in thee a thousand errors note;
But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
To any sensual feast with thee alone:
But my five wits nor my five senses can
Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a woman,
Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
That he that makes me sin awards me pain.
Look how foolish I've become.
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For they in thee a thousand errors note;
But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
To any sensual feast with thee alone:
But my five wits nor my five senses can
Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a woman,
Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
That he that makes me sin awards me pain.
Look how foolish I've become.
What happens
when one runs out of words; runs out of expression all to explain who it is that they are?
I refuse to be empty, but I'm afraid that's all that I am.
I have cold hands, but I always do.
Yeah right.
Eye Eye Eye Eye Eye Eye
all I ever write about.
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I refuse to be empty, but I'm afraid that's all that I am.
I have cold hands, but I always do.
Yeah right.
Eye Eye Eye Eye Eye Eye
all I ever write about.
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