you're good again.
when did all this life happen
without me knowing?
So please please please
let me let me let me
let me, get what I want this time.
Wait, what was it that I want again?
Oh right, I don't know.
let me, get what I want this time.
Wait, what was it that I want again?
Oh right, I don't know.
This song
has to be the greatest, shortest song ever written by any human being.
or maybe i just really like Neil Young.
<3
or maybe i just really like Neil Young.
<3
Passenger
I'm taking the train home next Friday.
I'm leaving at 11:40am and should arrive 9:50pm
I still don't know why I prefer the train
to an airplane. An airplane only takes 50 minutes.
But if I had to guess I'd say its the idea of having somewhere to go
and really making it a journey; I like being alone with my thoughts.
Longer than 50 minutes. I like sitting by myself on the train or talking to
strangers whether its another boy trying to get back home as well,
or people from Germany just trying to see our country and hoping
not to get lost along the way.
I'm leaving at 11:40am and should arrive 9:50pm
I still don't know why I prefer the train
to an airplane. An airplane only takes 50 minutes.
But if I had to guess I'd say its the idea of having somewhere to go
and really making it a journey; I like being alone with my thoughts.
Longer than 50 minutes. I like sitting by myself on the train or talking to
strangers whether its another boy trying to get back home as well,
or people from Germany just trying to see our country and hoping
not to get lost along the way.
All you need to know
is that I love my father.
I can't wait to come home. I miss you dad and I'm sorry I didn't listen you, I should've stayed.
I can't wait until we go fishing again for Thanksgiving.
I can't wait to come home. I miss you dad and I'm sorry I didn't listen you, I should've stayed.
I can't wait until we go fishing again for Thanksgiving.
Okay.
You told me you weren't special
and that I haad no reason to love you.
I believe you now and I hope you're
happy to know that I don't love you
anymore.
And the only reason I don't love you
anymore is because I know that'll make you
happy. So there you go. I don't love you.
I left you, because you left me,
long before I'd actually gone.
"It is easy, when you are young, to believe that what you desire
is no less than what you deserve, to assume that if you want
something badly enough , it is your God-given right to have it. . .
I was a raw youth who mistook passion for insight and acted
according to an obscure, gap-ridden logic."
and that I haad no reason to love you.
I believe you now and I hope you're
happy to know that I don't love you
anymore.
And the only reason I don't love you
anymore is because I know that'll make you
happy. So there you go. I don't love you.
I left you, because you left me,
long before I'd actually gone.
"It is easy, when you are young, to believe that what you desire
is no less than what you deserve, to assume that if you want
something badly enough , it is your God-given right to have it. . .
I was a raw youth who mistook passion for insight and acted
according to an obscure, gap-ridden logic."
Fine, i like it this way. I am forever apathetic towards you.
Leaves are falling all around.
Leaves are falling all around, it's time I was on my way.
I won't lie, I'm going to miss biking down this street everyday.
It's been my life for quite awhile now and sometimes I wish
I was staying here because it is just so beautiful. Then I remember
how much I still long to be home and I don't wish to be any longer.
I only have a few weeks left here but I still feel like I'm waiting
for the second coming of Christ. It's awful.
I want the familiar, I never said I didn't like change
but I know I've got one thing I got to do... (at least for now)
Ramble on
this picture is blurry, but I took it from my phone so you can't ask for much
It's been my life for quite awhile now and sometimes I wish
I was staying here because it is just so beautiful. Then I remember
how much I still long to be home and I don't wish to be any longer.
I only have a few weeks left here but I still feel like I'm waiting
for the second coming of Christ. It's awful.
I want the familiar, I never said I didn't like change
but I know I've got one thing I got to do... (at least for now)
Ramble on
this picture is blurry, but I took it from my phone so you can't ask for much
And even if
it is heartbreak that I am feeling.
At least I am feeling something.
At least I am alive or so I think?
Just Maybe
Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy.
Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is.
Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human.
Maybe, we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for
the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage
to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate, but why don't I feel like celebrating?
Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is.
Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human.
Maybe, we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for
the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage
to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate, but why don't I feel like celebrating?
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