And was I
" It is easy when you are young, to believe that what you desire is no less than what you deserve, to assume that if you want something badly enough, it is your God given right to have it...I was a raw youth who mistook passion for insight and acted according to an obscure gap ridden logic. "
Still waiting
for you to come home from your game
for our next camping trip
for our next fishing trip
for your next birthday party
for the next big boxing match
for the next game of "army"
for the next time you beg for a piggy back ride even though you'd out grown me long ago
for the next time I have to throw you out of the jumper for playing too rough
for the next time you tackle me from behind and knock me down
for the next time I tackle you and get nowhere
for the next time I yell at you to put on some chapstick
for the next time you save me from Riley
for the next time I kick you out of the room
for the next time you own me at xbox
I'm still waiting, I don't know how to stop.
I know you aren't ever coming back, but I still wait for even the slightest chance.
So that I don't have to see the Barron's fall apart anymore.
This cannot be healthy.
for our next camping trip
for our next fishing trip
for your next birthday party
for the next big boxing match
for the next game of "army"
for the next time you beg for a piggy back ride even though you'd out grown me long ago
for the next time I have to throw you out of the jumper for playing too rough
for the next time you tackle me from behind and knock me down
for the next time I tackle you and get nowhere
for the next time I yell at you to put on some chapstick
for the next time you save me from Riley
for the next time I kick you out of the room
for the next time you own me at xbox
I'm still waiting, I don't know how to stop.
I know you aren't ever coming back, but I still wait for even the slightest chance.
So that I don't have to see the Barron's fall apart anymore.
This cannot be healthy.
I'm just sitting here
watching the wheels go round & round,
I really love to watch them roll.
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.
I just had to let it go.
I really love to watch them roll.
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.
I just had to let it go.
chico state
man i love college, eh!
i love drinkin, eh!
i lovewomen, eh!
i love college!
at least i used to.
i love drinkin, eh!
i love
i love college!
at least i used to.
why can't you pretend to be nice?
can you at least pretend to be nice?
if you could just pretend to be nice...
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if you could just pretend to be nice...
my back pages
ah, but i was so much older then, i'm younger than that now.
half-wracked prejudice leaped forth, "rip down all hate," i screamed. lies that life is black and white. spoke from my skull. i dreamed romantic facts of musketeers foundationed deep, somehow. ah, but i was so much older then, i'm younger than that now.
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half-wracked prejudice leaped forth, "rip down all hate," i screamed. lies that life is black and white. spoke from my skull. i dreamed romantic facts of musketeers foundationed deep, somehow. ah, but i was so much older then, i'm younger than that now.
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